It's been a long while since I last posted in this blog. I stopped posting not because I lost my focus on fixing my spine (that happened only recently). I stopped because I got sicker and had very limited internet access.
How did I lose my focus? I was so stuck with the problem that I couldn't imagine letting go of it until I see the results that I want: perfect spine. Now my spine is far from perfect. It still has the creaky sounds and pains. What changed was my mindset.
Last month I celebrated my 40th birthday. Several months before the event, I set a target that on my birthday I will be healed completely. The day before my birthday, I visited an aunt who was on terminal stage of lung cancer. She looked so frail. When I touched her, I felt her energy flow which triggered my energy flow. I realized that what was ailing me is the same thing as what was ailing her in an extreme way. A week later, I went back to Manila. Two weeks later, she left.
What is the common thing that is ailing me and had killed my aunt?
Human contact. Painful contact with people. And lack of nourishing contact.
The realization brings me back to the purpose I have set for myself: sweet contactfulness. It must start with myself when no such thing exist between me and my world. Eventually it will spread, in widening circles.
